I start to write with the intention of post the song I hate myself and I want to die of Nirvana. But I change my mind because the letter of this song don't show my feelings but I like the title. ^^
Whatever, today I'm want to tell you about my school fails. I alway be a stupid and unresponsable student but today I could see it very good. I have three subjets I didn't pass. My life was.. a little good. I never imagined that this would end in this way.
When my parents know it they maybe kill me if I don't do it before. I feel so bad. This damn consience. If I don't have it I will kill myself, my unnecessary self. I hate me so much.
Why I don't be like all want?. I will like to be a robot without emotions or heart. A machine which doesn't commet mistakes. A perfect thing which all want to have. A necessary thing wich can be loved.
But I'm not a machine. I'm a person. I'm a really stupid person but it's okay. I will survive to this. I always have to survive for the persons I want next to me. For the simple reason of be.
Of be for the others...
hello issa I think that all of us have deffects but that is the life and you have to leave it whatever happen... there are a lot of mistakes in our life but if they weren't the life would be ungreatful because everything will be happy and that isn't so interest jaja.....
ResponderEliminarWe love you issa a lot and don't change!!!!
We love you like you are!!!!
kisses