♪♫-.This is the story of my life.-♪♫

   Well, now I want to talk about this awesome song called "The Story". If you don't understand the meaning of te letter of the song, you can enter in this page: www.musica.com It has all the songs that you want and  in any language. Whatever I like this song because the music is really good... and the singer too!. *¬*     The name of the group is 30 seconds to Mars. Is a little strange right?. But it's a great band. ^^ Here I let  you the letter. You should think about this. It made me think about what is really the life. Is it real? Or is just  something that we have to believe for survive. Is a game? I don't know. It's complicated and.. something else.     Anyway read it if you want and.. enjoy it.    
The Story - 30 seconds to Mars ^^
I've been thinking of everything I used to want to be I've been thinking of everything of me, of you and me...  This is the story of my life these are the lies I have created...  I'm in the middle of nothing and it's where I want to be I'm at the bottom of everything and I finally start to leave...  This is the story of my life these are the lies I have created I created...  And I swear to god i've found myself in the end...  In the end...  This is the story of my life these are the lies I have created...

  And I let you a photo of the singer. His name is Jared Letto. I love him. And I think he looks like Zack Efron. Don't you?. They are identical. O.O

¿?..The last of the year..¿?

My God! I haven't seen you for a long time my blog. xD I hope you will able to sorry me. The next week will be the last week of the year. I'm exiting but a little nervious beacuse maybe I won't pass all the subjets.

I don't trust in myself but well. I suppose I should to study and wait. I'm tired now but I think I should write because I remember that we have to write in ours blogs since the end of the year.

Anyway I miss it. ^^ In any moment my cousin is going to enter by this door and we will be in the computer for hours and I don't like it much. u.u

So I writing =D But now I have to stop to write this post. I want to write other. ^^

See you.^^ Bye. ♥

-.Happy day Professors.. =D

Today is the Teacehr's Day and when I was in the school my classmates and I gave to the miss Patricia a roses and a beautiful neecklace wich said her name and 8º3º. They were so cute!. The miss cried for the emotion of the moment. When I saw her I went away beacuse I didn't want to cry too.

Whatever It was a nice day but all the hapiness have to finish. Tomorrow we are going to have the test of Physicist chemistry. But tomorrow we are going to go to the Circle of the Prensa to see Romeo and Juliet. I think it's going to be great but I don't know if I'm going to can to understand all the things that the actors say.

I have dream. Anyway i have to let you and maybe write more thing in this.. thing. xD So I let you this image for all the professors. I take it of internet but I write the message under of it. Are my words. =D

See you. ^^ Bye.♥

^^ ..I hate myself and I want to die.. ^^

I start to write with the intention of post the song I hate myself and I want to die of Nirvana. But I change my mind because the letter of this song don't show my feelings but I like the title. ^^

Whatever, today I'm want to tell you about my school fails. I alway be a stupid and unresponsable student but today I could see it very good. I have three subjets I didn't pass. My life was.. a little good. I never imagined that this would end in this way.

When my parents know it they maybe kill me if I don't do it before. I feel so bad. This damn consience. If I don't have it I will kill myself, my unnecessary self. I hate me so much.

Why I don't be like all want?. I will like to be a robot without emotions or heart. A machine which doesn't commet mistakes. A perfect thing which all want to have. A necessary thing wich can be loved.

But I'm not a machine. I'm a person. I'm a really stupid person but it's okay. I will survive to this. I always have to survive for the persons I want next to me. For the simple reason of be.

Of be for the others...

..Today finaly it's over,,

Today I'm going to have the test of Biology because i didn't do it. I think I will pass but I don't know. If the teacher Vale take me the oral or the writed exam will be better. I like her. She's more nice than the other teacher.

Anyway I remember today I have the german test!. Great. I don't study but I think I will can study in the school. But it's so dificult. T.T

Well I have to prepare myself for the school so I have to let you.

See you. ^^ Bye. ♥

My birthday is near..I'm a old person! xD

I'm going to be fourteen years soon!. In only nine days!. The time happens so fast. The next year are going to be my fifteen. But I like so much have thirteen. The thirteen is a cute number like the twentythree. But I must to grow up and be more old. xD

I know it's only a year more but I change so much in a little time so I hope be exactly like I am now. Well no exactly but don't be a worse person or something like that.

I don't plan nothing for my birthday but I think I don't want to do nothing. Maybe I do a little party like we have with the class but I'm not sure.

"And she wants to be sure.." <-- This is a part of the song Stairway to Heaven of Led Zeppelin. I like this song. Some day I'm going to post this song. It's really great.

Well I have to give th computer to my brother. -.-"

So Bye. ^^ See You. ♥

>.< ..Ignorance is your new best Friend.. >.<

Now I'm listening this awesome song called Ignorance. The group who sing this song is Paramore. They are from the Unites States and they are a great band of alternative rock . The singer has an amazing voice!. She was the peron who sang "Decode", the song of the movie Twilight.

I like this group but I love the singer. Her name is Hayley Williams. I like her hair so much!. It's so good. She always change her hair. She uses colors like red, orange and yellow or she combines them.

The others integrants are: Josh, Jeremy and Taylor.

Well I want to let you the song Ignorance so enjoy it!.

IGNORANCE..!!

If I’m a bad person,
You don’t like me.
I guess I’ll go,
Make my own way.
It’s a circle,
A mean cycle.
I can’t excite you anymore.
Where’s your gavel, your jury?
What’s my offense this time?
You’re not a judge but if you’re gonna judge me,
Well sentence me to another life.

(Chorus):: Don’t wanna hear your sad songs.
I don’t wanna feel your pain,
When you swear it’s all my fault.
Cause you know we’re not the same.
Oh we’re not the same,
The friends who stuck together.
We wrote our names in blood,
But I guess you can’t accept that the change is good,
It’s good.
You treat me just like another stranger.
Well it’s nice to meet you sir.
I guess I’ll go.
I best be on my way out.
Ignorance is your new best friend.

This is the best thing that could’ve happened.
Any longer and I wouldn’t have made it.
It’s not a war.
No, it’s not a rapture.
I’m just a person, but you can’t take it,
The same tricks that once fooled me.
They won’t get you anywhere.
I’m not the same kid from your memory.
Now I can fend for myself.

You treat me just like another stranger.
Well it’s nice to meet you sir.
I guess I’ll go.
I best be on my way out

I have to go away. ^^ See you. ♥

^,..,^ ..Vampire Knight.. ^,..,^

I'm really really sad. Some seconds ago I finished to see the seire of anime I was seeing for this time. It's over. Demons! I loved it. It's so beautiful and I enjoyed it so much. The history is wondurful. It combinated romance, comedy and suspence.

This is about a Academy where the students who go to it in the day, are humans but the students of the night are vampires. The president of this Academy has the dream of a world where the humans and the vamps can live in armony. And obviosly there are a history of love behind the principal charapters. It's so cute!.

It make me feel so disappointed of the reality. The end made me cry so much. Since it's happy but sad in the same time. I don't if they were tears of hapiness or sadness. But I know this was the best serie I ever see.

Whatever I have to go away. Sorry.

I really enjoy to write about this. ^^

Bloody Kisses.. ♥

-..My proposite here..-

I will can write about anything. But I write about things really interestings for me. Things I fell, things I think. It's strange but I do this when I'm crying, when I fell bad or sad. I think this stupid but I fell better. I don't need who listen to me or persons who know I'm suffering for something. I don't need anything. I will need die... xD

I always thought I'm a person who show the other only the good things from herself. I'm not perfect but I think I'm not a hated person. If someone hate me I don't know. Sometimes the ignorance is a kind of happiness. I know it very well.

So it's the reason for the which I named this post "My proposite here". This is my proposite in this blog, relax myself. This is the reason which I write. I really like it. I enjoy it soo much but it's sufficient. It don't fill the emptiness in myself but it lie it or something like that.

Well it's time to let you. It's look like I'm talking with someone. Maybe I'm crazy, maybe not.

Maybe I will know it..

The next time..

..The Reality is Not Sufficient for Survive.. so I prefer dreaming..

Today I want to talk about the bored of the human's reality. I don't know if only the humans are the criatures who live here. Here in this world, here in this reality, here. But I know that the reality it's so insufficient. I believe it can be more than this.

Sometimes I think in the posibilities of a alternative world where every day the things surprise us. Where nothing is completely truth but not for this, it's false. But then I wake up of my fantasy and I can see the clear things. And I have to accept that nothing I dream will can be real. Are only dreams..

Are only some stranges images togethers in my mind. In this days I'm sleeping for dream. When I dream I live like I want it. I do all the things I want to do and nothing on the same time. There my world live. There..I live..

..The Nigthmare beafore Christmas..

Today I want to write about this awesome movie called "The Nigthmare before Christmas" or "The strange world of Jack". I love the Tim Burton's films and this is not the exception. The history about this town called Halloween, when live rares criatures like skeletons, vampires and freaks, is amazing!.

They are the reason of the existence of Halloween. They prepare the things for this celebration.

My favourite charapter is the most important of the movie, Jack Skeleton. He loves to scare but he fell a big emptiness in him and he don't know why.

But one day he found something which give to him live again. Something totally new for him, the Cristmas. A very happy time for celebrating. ^^

He wanted to show to his friend this wonder but they didn't understand what the really meaning of the christmas.

His idea was that they will can celebrate it and not Santa Claus but this was a disaster. In this moment Jack understand what was his thuth vocation, scare. So cute!.

Well a strange story with a happy end for all. I like this movie soo much and that my coment about it. ^^ I have to let you. It's late.

See you. ♥ Bye. ^^

-..Persons dressed with the darknesS..-

The most people think the persons who wear dark clothes have something bad in their brains. They think are kids with problems in their houses or with theirself. That they are depresive who need the shame of the others. I know it because before I think that. And now I see the things from the other side. What irony!.

Maybe it's true, the persons dressed with the darkness have a problem, but they have this problem with the people who think they have a problem. The people don't understand them.

I really don't care this because I know I have problems but it's not the reason for I wear this clothes. I like the

dark colours like the black, the grey, the borravino,etc. Is this a crime?. Well, I will to pay my sentence.

This persons only hate the sistem and this discriminated society. xD

Whatever, all of we have our opinions about the things. Here is the my about this. ^^

See you. ♥ Bye.

][·..Sweet Dreams..·][

Sweet dreams are made of these.

Who am I to disagree?

Travel the world and the seven seas.

Everybody's looking for something.

][Chorus:][ 

Some of them want to use you.  Some of them want to get used by you.   Some of them want to abuse you.   Some of them want to be abused.     I wanna use you and abuse you.   I wanna know what's inside you.  (Whispering and Moaning: Hold your head up, movin' on. Keep your head up, movin' on.)   I'm gonna use you and abuse you.  I'm gonna know what's inside.  Gonna use you and abuse you.   I'm gonna know what's inside you.

   Now I want to let you a song of Marylin Manson. It's called Sweet Dreams. The singers is so diabolic. I think  he came for the hell but I don't know. He's a really singer of heavy metal but this song is more relax in relative  with his others songs. It's slow and cute. Some parts of the letter are a little dirtys but, whatever. The people say me how am I like this satan person, well I like so much his music, not his personality but I find it interesting. =P

!¡!..Deutschland..!¡!

On march of this year I start to learn german. I wanted to learn this language because I was in love with a german group called Tokio Hotel. I loved this band and others german bands like Lacrimosa, Led Zeppelin and Rammstein.

I thought it was great to know what was the correct pronunciation of the word in german so I will can sing its!. But it's more than this. It's really dificult.

More of my classmates of german leave to go to the classes. Maybe because it's complicated but I'm so proud of me beacuse I continue to go to the classes. ^^

Today I have to go again. xD Well, I must to write more. Sorry. I have to let you.

See you. ♥ Bye. ^^

!!..Happy Birthday FloOr..!!

Today have been the birthday of Flor. It was is her gradmother's house. It's beautiful and confortable. ^^ Kiara, Gimena, Luciana and Vale went too. First all was great but I have some accidents with the coke and the food.

We ate hamburgers!. And there was chips too. Kiara is crazy!. She is so funny. I really like her personality.

But later Puchi came but when Kiara went away all was bored. Flor and Puchi didn't stop to kissing. It was so unconfortable. That's just a game but are their lifes. I believe I don't care but it felt so strange.

This made me feel how something is laking me. I don't talking about a boy. Maybe was love. Love for a person who don't be part of my family.

Whatever, I couldn't resist it. When the others girls alredy had gone. I asked to Vale who came with me to my house. And we did it. we left they alone. She didn't want to see more this spectacle too. So we ran away. We really ran away. It was rare. xD

Well I have to let you. I must to write others things, if I can.

So bye. ^^ ♥

*w* ..Neon Genesis Evangelion..*w*

Today I'm going to write about this serie I'm seeing now. It's very futurist and it present a world where the technology it's completely advanced.

The Evas are enormous robots which finality is protect the humans of the Angels. The Angels are criatures who attack the humans. I don't know why but it is this.

A fiveteen years ago the Angels came here and they caused a lot of destruction.

So a organization called N.E.R.V. was created to prevent this repeat. They builded the robots Evas and they choose kids of fourteen years old to they be its pilots.

I don' t finish to see the serie so I don't know much things but it's so funny and the combats between the Evas and the Angels are awesome!.

I let you a photo of the pilots and some people of N.E.R.V. ^^

See you. Bye. ♥

·.][..¿?..Angels or Demons..¿?..][.·

I don't know what I can write now so I decided to speak about something interesting for me. I was thinking about the heaven and the hell but not about the existence of God and the Demon, that's not important. But I asked to myself, this is true?. When a person leave her body in the hught of the death, this person really go to a wonderful or a horrible place?. Maybe its spirit stay next to the persons loved for her here. I don't know. I would like to know the truth but I have to wait. I think the hell is the world where we live and only when we die we can really live, but how?. The God's menssengers exist too?. This spirits or criatures called Angels. And what's about the demons?.

This are many questions and I don't think you can answer me now so I have to let you.

Wait!. I almost forget it. I let you a photo of this criature. I believe it's a combination of an angel and a demon. xD Whatever I like it soo much. ^^

Well, byee. ^^ See you. ♥

!.][..The Society of the Blood..][.!

Today I want to tell you that yesterday when I was going out of the psychologist, my mum bougth me "The Society of the Blood". I waited for it a lot of time and finally I have it!.

I didn't start to read it yet but when the exams finish I will do it.

I read the part behind the book and it looks like an interesting history. It's about a girl who wants to found the real identity of her family and herself.

Her family have a dark secret. It involves stranges criatures who drink blood. Vampires!.

It promises to be a great book. I hope enjoy it so much!.

I almost forget it!. I'm with Vale!. =D She came here to "study" with me for the exams. Now my parents and my little brother are going to let the house for us!. So start, start, start the party!. xD

We are going to watch movies. 13 Friday and Blindness.

Now I have to let you!. See you.^^ Bye. ♥

!!..][..The human whose name is written in this note shall die..][..!!

I'm going to write about my favourite serie of anime. It called Death Note.

This serie is about a boy called Light who found a strange book or note. In the book there was instructions for its uses. The book could kill to anyone whose name was written in it. Ligth was the most brilliant of his class. He thought he could kill all the bad persons who live in this world with the book. And he did it.

So the police call to the best detective of the world. His name was "L". And he was the responsable of capture the person who was commiting the murders.

Well the good wins to the evil. xD

Some parts are sad and bloody. But the methods that the detective uses to capture the killer are so amazing!.

If you want to see the serie, you can enter here:

taringa.net/posts/tv-peliculas-series/902559/Death-Note-100%25-Completa(Ost,Peliculas,Especial,Manga).html

See you. ♥ Bye. ^^

//.º The best damn girl //.º

I love this photo!. She looks very good. Well, all of you know the girl who is on the photo. Yes!, she is Avril Lavigne. She is a singer and a really punkie-girl. I like her clothes and how she make up herself. Can you see her tattoo? A little star, so cute!. She is so sexy and beautiful. ♥_♥

Guys, please, stop to see her body!. xD

My favourite songs of her are: Hot, My happy ending, Girlfriend and The best damn thing.

Well, now I want to have a shower, the weather is hot today.

See you later. ♥

||..Other boring day..||

Well, today it's other boring day, a stupid and irrelevant day. I'm wearing my pijamas and my hair looks like a hair of a witch but I don't care because I am not going to go out today.

Today I must to go to the psychologist. I don't dislike it, but I have to have a shower and I don't want. xD Today I have to start to study for the tests of History, English, Tecnology and Geography. History and Tecnology aren't a problem, but English and Geography yes.

I have a really heavy headache. I don't know why. My head should look like the photo. A skully!. xD I'm not inspired, but I must to write. It's a obligation!. xDD

I'm going to take an aspirin so bye. ♥

!!..[[Nori]]-[[Nori]]-[[Nori]]..!!

Hello deadletters! Welcome to other post of DeaDLoOver. Now I want to let you a song of my favourite japanesse group, An Cafe. I love them. The song called Nori, nori, nori.

Nori, nori, nori
People give you my life through music Feel the rhythm tonight, I'm crazy Para para deep in my heart I must be Tokyo's superstar  C'mon, I give you love, you give me energy When I'm dancing on stage, you make me feel free Tender devotion and desire Give you every night  Oh baby, Nori nori nori Singing for the glory Para para dancing eurobeat (uoo ooo!)  Nori nori nori Baby, don't be sorry Para para music, baby take me higher  Nori nori nori Life is not a story Para para dancing eurobeat (uoo ooo!)  Nori nori nori Baby, don't be sorry Para para music, baby light my fire!

They do the best J-rock!. The clothes of the members are very interesting. They wear many clothes, and very colouring. Well, no much. The people on the photo are: Kanon, Bou, Miku and Teruki. Their names are so pretty and cute. But the most interesting thing of this band is..all of them are boys!. Yeah, Bou, the blonde, is a boy. All are boys. Funny and beautiful boys. My favourite is Kanon, but I love Bou!. They are not gays but, they look like that.

Whatever I let you too the link of the video of the song. Listen it, it's great!.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K-A97Zid-gA

][.·..The black rose of this circle called life..·.][

Well, today was a uncomfortable situation!. When the miss put in the blackboard "I cut myself", everybody wan seeing me. So I ask to myself, What demons are you seeing? Am I strange thing? I'm a person called Camila, stop to seeing me!. -.-"

Whatever today was a relax day. We don't have Geography and the classes of Tecnology, History and Maths weren't heavy.

I have to study. Oh! Are you looking this miss Pato? I'm aplying the learned today in the class. Congratulations for me. ^^

I'm tired and I don't know why. I didn't do anything today. Nothing relevant. I hope my parents let to Vale to stay in my home this weekend. I didn't have funny to lot of weeks ago.

I think it. I know the life is bored but this is too much.

I'm eating a Topline of watermelon. So funny!.

[[-.I must to write a lot of this things so bye. ♥.-]]

[[-.CrucifixioO.-]]

"I am crusified in the pallor of the love..

Christ's blood is in my tears

look at me imploring

Oh Oh, scout my petition

I fill of love want to feel You..

I yield myself to you with full hope,

Postro my heart to your feet

my small heart

you take it?..

My angel - My sin,

My Sun - My Sucht,

Be my muse - My lust

I want to prevail in you - to remain..

Love me - Embrace me - Forever direct me

to your world - Take me to your kingdom

in your aura, In your spirit.. In your soul and your meat..

Now give me your sorrow,

Let's divide our wounds,

Let's divide our pleasure,

Split of my - I love you.."

Now I better. I'm eating a sandwich!!. Mmm.. so teasty. Well the song I chose now is Crucifixio!. It's a little depressive, like me. It's look like a sad history, a sad history of love. Of a man who would give everything for the person he loves.He loves her.

It's a gothic germany group, called Lacrimosa. This song was in german so I should have pass it to english, because some words's meanings couldn't be found. A chaos! u.u

Well here I let a photo of Lacrimosa. They are Tilo Wolff and Anne Nurmi. They are awesome and I wanna to let you the facebook of my cousin, I love him ^^. He recommended me the group. He is a gothic boy!! ^,..,^ but he don't look like one.

So add him if you want. ^^ Facebook:: Frank Bobovnikov

P.D. : He don't pay me for the mention. -.-" Whatever. Byee. ♥

¬¬

-. It's my red stars .-

" Best of..cruel intentions, finding what they fail to mention..

no thurth, all pretension..

raise your hand to get attention..

You give and we take,

you bild, we break it,

you sing and we erase it,

you feel and..we fake it.." ♥

This is a part of a really good song, called "Red stars". Shet!. I love it!. So well you can listen it if you want..the group who sing the song is "The Birthday Massacre". A strange name right? But I like it so much, the members are so interesting. Here I let you a photo of the band.. ^^

¿?-The DarksS SidesS-¿?

Welcome to The Dark Side of:: -The Life.-
-The Love.-
-The World.-
-€verything.- xD

Too much depressive. I don't know. What demons can I write? Well I think all have a dark side, a bad side. And this side can appear in any moment. So be careful. You can not like this side. So open your eyes for the inexpected xD You want to met my dark side? Well, not for now...I'm sorry. Now I think it. I don't know my dark side. O.o (?

Welcome to this parade called life. To join the black parade ♪ ( a part of the song "Welcome to the Black Parade" - My Chemical Romance )

!!..Hit the floOr..!!

Here I leave a song. I love it. I hope you enjoy it. ^^

I see you walking home alone, your face is alive and bright
But you can't see how weak you really are 'cause I could end it tonight
It's the feeling you get when you think that someone behind is watching you
Well I can tell you now, that someone is me and I'm about to make it right

Why do you take it all?
Why do I beg for more?
I never thought this is how I'd hit the floor
Why do you take it all?
Why do I beg for more?
I never thought this is how I'd HIT, THE, FLOOR!

I creep up from behind, touch your neck, move down your spine
Take a look and breathe so sharp
Just a matter of time
Don't scream I ask of you, but then you let one out and now it's time to go
I come down on you like a ton of brick
All over so it's time to go

Why do you take it all?
Why do I beg for more?
I never thought this is how I'd hit the floor
Why do you take it all?
Why do I beg for more?
I never thought this is how I'd hit the floor
HIT, THE, FLOOR!

Whoa-oah!
Whoa-oah!
Whoa-oah!

Why do you take it all?
Why do I beg for more?
I never thought this is how I'd hit the floor
Why do you take it all?
Why do I beg for more?
I never thought this is how I'd hit the floor
HIT, THE, FLOOR!

Take this for me, I don't wanna hurt you
Take this for me, I don't WANNA HURT YOU!

I love this song!. Really I don't know why. I love the music and the letter well has a good pace. I never trouht this is how i'd hitt thee floorrrr!.
Thanks Unite States!. I love you!. Rock all night long!! xD

I let you a photo of the name of the group. I like this photo, it's look like really blood. ^,..,^

||.- A song writed for me (? xD -.||

Well, a part. xDD

..And you think that I'm okay
but you're making a mistake.
Well really I don't care because tomorrow I'm going to die!
and my blood is goingo to go
to the other side of the love.
And when you cry on my broke heart I'm going to say you Bye!


A little extrange but well. xD